Maybe because you are trying to commit either to something that is not ‘yours’ or to something that doesn’t really excite you. The more desirable the outcome, the easier it is to commit. You are why.
Why can’t i have what I know I deserve?
What you know is what you desire. What you have is what you deserve. Become the person who deserves what you desire. You are why.
Why doesn’t anyone understand me?
They will once you start talking their ‘language’. You are why.